Dinner tonight with this 2 at pique nique! Love the cute little place hidden in taka, cheap good breakfast food. We ordered a spread! Sort of- ish, with a Caesar salad. Beef chilli cheese fries, and three sets it came up to about 20 bucks per pax. Pretty okay I would say! After that was a mini shopping and I bought super cute things for super cute people. Hahaha!! And a calendar for my office Cus I always take super long to check the dates in my outlook or thu my phone. Troublesome max, cheap 5 bucks very pretty calendar for my office cubicle which is almost like my 2nd home already. I think by the time Gladys comes back it will be full of things. Hahahaha

U know how god is amazing? God is amazing when your 2 colleagues ask u why u didnt bring oranges to bai nian with them, and they secretly slip you your Ang bao afterwards. So undeserving??? And especially when one goes for a meeting at the outlet and brings back a whole goodie bag full of Macarons. Caneles, Madeleines for you just because she knows u like to eat it!!! 😍😍😍 Jesus is so good la!! Heheheheheh

So glad that even my friends get to enjoy the perks of my job. Hehehee

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.”

Wheeeeeee

Chinese new year day 2. Usually we invite this whole kampong to our house, but this year we thought we wouldn’t invite anyone and just have a quiet day, maybe at most invite some friends here and there, one bowl of rice for each and that would be enough…. But nothing ever really turns out the way u want it to, Cus daddy god always surprises with much more in his abundance. Hahaha

The relatives all ended up coming over, the friends came over, the food was good, the fellowship was good, the whole night was generally.. Just good. ☺☺

Chinese new year day 1

In thevelvetdolls cross back romper that I kept specially for cny!! Wheeee super love it!!

And I decided to be naughty and wear contacts instead of listening to the doctor and wear specs!! Hehehe don’t tell him.

Hehe. Prepping for Tmr ma

Happy Chinese new yr every bodyyyy!!

Our outfits of the day, both of us couldn’t wear contacts so ended up both being in specs hohoho

Had steamboat our usual tradition every year

Fruits my favourite!!

Putting my new (fake) peonies beside last years poster, so pretty right!

Our lives crowned with goodness, and this year overflowing into unceasing fruitfulness!!

Chinese new year new clothing of righteousness and new shoes that being the gospel of peace.
When you have Jesus, abundance comes because he came to give you the abundant life. When I get Jesus I get everything!

Adam and eve didn’t eat meat, they were to eat of all the fruits of the garden. Only after the flood Did god tell them to eat but not drink the blood.

Leviticus 9:2
Moses said to Aaron to take a young bull for the sin offering.
牛， 羊， 秀( blameless), 戈，犧牲的犧

John 3:16
一 大 天
Jesus came from heaven to show that the heaven is not to harm you, but that he sent his son to give u the eternal life

人 人 人 十= 来
The two thieves by his side at the cross, but Jesus at the centre on the cross said that he came, he came to die for you and did it that u might be with him in paradise.

Matt 11:28
Those who labour and heavy laden for he things they want, go to Jesus, and he will give rest to our souls. He is the fulness of god, draw from him for he is so willing to give everything he has

亻（人） 木 休
Let us as man rely on the man on the cross and rest.
Rest, don’t struggle for anything in your life. God wants to give you rest for yor soul. We are made to tune to the rhythms of rest. U cannot earn anything but depend on what he has given us, and he wants to give us everything.
People go into depression because they are afraid that canot get what they want. We rest knowing that whatever we want or need Jesus has already supplied.

Come boldly to the throne of grace, he wants u to go to him. He is so full he wants to give so much.

The christian life always involves your mouth and tongue, praising the lord, confessing and praying in tongues. If the father in heaven spoke creation into life, we shall live as king priests who speak things into wholeneas

口 令 命
With your mouth u speak forth your destiny

氵 舌 活
With your tongue you speak life into your situation! The word of god is life and power. Let the weak say I am strong, that’s what the word says, to confess that you are strong even when you are weak. Words can change anything, believe it and use it. U cannot profess gods word with an unhappy spirit because the word of god is full of the holy spirit full of life , it will turn your situation around for you!

Live life and see good days. Rest. Chewing to meditate on his word.

Rest even when you are eating. Don’t be in a rush.

Those without wisdom ask of you (James) and u give liberally

To fight the good fight of faith, faith is believing and speaking, so we fight by speaking and confessing our way through life. And u will know what to speak what is of the word when u meditate!

Worrying is just meditating on your problems instead of meditating on the word of god. Watch what you are meditating, if you’re worrying, stop, choose to meditate on the word of god.

At the smell of water, even death comes back to life. 咸鱼翻生，死到不能再死也会翻生！ believe and it will produce! Fruits come by growth, not by struggling.

He shall supply all my needs according to the riches of his grace- when i meditate on his word -life unto me and health to all my flesh! Amen!!

Even when he wants to deliver u, he doesn’t need u to help him or provide him with solutions. If the lamb can find the green pastures then the lamb doesn’t need the shepherd anymore.

God only wants you, as you, without any of yourself. When Moses tried to deliver the one Israelite himself with his self effort, he ended up wandering in the wilderness for 40 years, even though he was already called to deliver the whole of the israel. god only needs you to be there to speak that one word, and his full power of heaven will be there to turn the situation for your good.

Whatever u hook on to will fail you somehow, but when u choose to hook on to god, all fears will disperse.

Choose to worship him no matter what happens, when u come to end of yourself then god can really come in to save and restore you.

In the year of drought u shall have unceasing fruitfulness. In the presence of your enemies he gives u a table (of food- the word of god), even in heat, u shall eat and chew and meditate. And he will do the rest, because he will anoint ur head with oil and your cup shall overflow with blessings! 福杯满溢

When u chose the spirit of faith to speak forth the performance will naturally happen in your life. His power is always there to supply for your situation!

Auspicious – marked for prosperity and success , 吉祥 as you use your mouth to speak of the lamb of god, u shall find that prosperity shall manifest in every area of your life!! U shall produce much fruit in every season!

Pastor mark/ cny service

Accomplished many things today with the precious!

First, had lunch at PAUL at taka level 3! Super yummy omg I lovveeeddd itttt
We had the mushroom with bread thing and the salmon salad

The millefulle vanilla, chocolate eclaire and the. Lemon mirangue hahaha we r so greedy right, actually just me Cus I’m the one ordering hahaha

Here’s her with the Macarons I got for her from office yesterday. The silly girl was happier to see them than to eat them I think.. But whatever makes her happy la. I feel like her bf hahaga

Me very excited to eat and v hungry after a long morning! So I went to the bakery side and got some of the tiny pastries to eat first! Hehe

Aft that was shoppin time tog at bugis!!! Where now after trying them on, I realise I have bought dresses that are too short for me -.- but I’ll try to make it work somehow!!

Went off to meet my parents at china town afterwards, and right before Shavonney appeared we saw a double rainbow!!!!! So pretty!!!! The first double rainbow that xinyu and I have ever seen. Hehehehehe

Super pretty yes???

Hehe had such an awesome day with this precious one. So happy.

Wish I could have more of such days……

Walked into the office this morning and look at what greeted me

Ahhh this Jesus must really love me 😍😍😍 don’t think I’ve ever eaten so many Macarons my entire life compared to the amount I ate today!!!

Learning literally how to eat without consciousness of getting fat n just enjoying my blessings fr daddy god!!

Used to not Wanna spend on TWG Macarons Cus I thought they were too expensive, but today daddy gave me a whooooolllleeee box!! And even enough to bless my friends with!!! I just hope the ones for xinyu can last till I meet her!!

Hehehehe!!

My skirt seems a little too short for me. Weird cus I dont rmb it being this short. Either I’ve grown again or the skirt shrunk. I’d like to think its the latter.

It’s finally Friday.

Looking forward to more sleep.

Ugh!

cus even whn my heart breaks and i feel like ive disappointed the world, ure still here with me, ure still the strength of my heart, and my portion forever.

The most fascinating thing. Haha

And I just came back from a run. Torturous when I was at it, but sweating it out now is one kind Shiok. Can’t wait for the weekend to come. So many exciting things, trying Pauls with xinyu at taka and then shopping at bugis tog, ahh I haven’t been there in a million years!! Hahaha and then china town at night together with the parents, yummy yummy food, my favourite. And then Chinese new year!!!! The mountain of Ferrero rocher in my hall has been staring at me for the past week…. And then wed night dinner at kaiwens new plc. And arrow on sat plus steamboat dinner together with the care group, the chingay rehersals and more chingay! Hahahaha so fun.

But the most fun thing in this season is having girlfriends who walk through journeys with me and be my sounding board when I’m talking nonsense, the people I call when things happen to ‘omg, omg, OMG’ with, and the ones who tell me it’s okay when I’m freaking out, who tell me it’s all gonna be okay as long as I take one step at a time.

Just like the one I met today for lunch. Hahaha so blessed to have friends who work near me. Lunches like these r a necessity in times like this. Wah machiam like some big end of the world matter… Hahahaha hahahaha

Growth is always a fruit of what the lord is doing in our midst.

Operate like god, in the realm of faith- speaking things into existence- and you will see god results! The carnal mind is death, there is no life in it, stop rationalising!

If he has given u a call, just step in. The red sea didn’t part until the children stepped in, and they saw the miracle. It’s about being faithful, our job is to be faithful with what god has given us, don’t need to look into the future, just look at what u have now

Isaiah 54
A year of singing and rejoicing. The first blessing is the fruit of your body, healthy sheep can produce healthy sheep. To grow the people under you, people producing! dealing with the young people’s relationship with god, not a religion.
Galatians 4:37-31
talking about the people under law and the people under grace- producing so much u will inherit the nations! Things that are born of the spirit will always suffer persecution from things born of the flesh – interpersonal or personal level. Flooded with favor in my life! People stop receiving the miracles because we have begun to forgot grace, when we begin to be no longer excited about this grace in our hearts. But cast out the bond woman, all religiosity in your life. What comes by yourself effort will not allow you to receive what god has for you. grace brings freedom, but the law only brings bondage like the bond woman. Know your relationship with the lord and you will be heirs of his promise. Even if you don’t feel like it, know that because he calls u to do it he equips u for it. The relationship with him will cause you to be conscious of him, conscious of his grace and supply that flows through you! Then you will enjoy the breakthrough, the freedom and u will begin to inherit the miracle! Serving is not earning gods favour, it’s out of an overflow. Even opportunities to serve are unearned- its all gods grace. See first that it is gods favour that has opened the door for into serve, given u that oppt, then u will step in depending on his favour, not on yourself. Be in a favour mindset, his favour is what that has brought u into everything! God was the one who chose u and who will empower u. As u serve him u will move in your own anointing more and more, and it will become v enjoyable. If u meet problems, take it that god flatters you because he knows you are able to handle it. When u step out to take responsibility god backs you up, especially when it was him who called u to do so.

Isaiah 54:2
Enlarge!! When u cast out the bond woman, when u stop working for gods favour, enlargement will come to you supernaturally. He is going to enlarge ur spheres of influence! The places of your tents will be stretched out- there is a stretching! Stretching is different from stress. God will never stress u, but he will stretch you to enlarge you, be prepared for it. When U are full of self u start talking nonsense. Be comfortably uncomfortable. Begin to enjoy the stretching, god is doing something impt in u. Even when you are uncomfortable with it, just step out, because enlargement is here, and the grace that has called u to it will supply you for it. Responsibilities will increase, but because u r being enlarged also, u will be able to handle it well. When enlargement and influence comes, there will be a growth of the people coming around u, it’s the lord who has brought them in and it is him who will keep them. Lengthening of your cords, strengthen your stakes (leaders) and u shall expand to the right and to the left. The picture of a river that is overflowing its band, there is a life and such a strong flow it overflows!! Growing from a river into a raging sea.
4: u will not be shamed, and u will forget the shame of your youth. Shame and condemnation shall no longer have a hold. The way to cast out the bond woman is to remove the shame in their lives. u are not a product of your history, but of His story!
5: the lord of the earth, our redeemer and he wants to come into our lives as our husband, and intimate relationship. When it’s a religion it will feel like a duty, but when it’s a relationship, it will no longer feel like a duty, u won’t feel like u ‘have’ to do.
Let everything u do be born out of that relationship u have with him, and the practice of the presence of the Lord will bring u the supply that will bring you through the situation. The lord is involved and he will bring that fresh word, that fresh manna, the creativity to handle it, that way u won’t feel the demand so painfully. In the natural there will a stretch when the demand is stronger, but supernaturally when u r always before the throne of grace, u will always find the grace to help u in that time of need!
2: strengthening your stakes- Zechariah 10:4 for in him comes the cornerstone, and from him the tent peg. When he says to enlarge ur tents b strengthen your stakes, it’s to guide your life , your ministry on Jesus and Jesus alone. Because only he can hold out that enlargement when ur living in a world of shifting sands. There is a supernatural holding and strengthening over in your life. Build your life and ministry on him, build your gifts on the giver, pursuing the giver not the gifts. Pursue the anointed and the anointing will come. The wind and storms can come when your tents are being built and enlarged, but with him holding on to you, you will not be moved. A man cannot recieve anything apart from that which comes from above, everything we have is nut earned but received. Whatever u try so hard to hold on to, it’s most probably not yours. Hold things lightly, what god has given no one can take away. Let it go, and if it’s yours god will bring it to you at the right time to make it all beautiful. Jesus is your tent peg, he will nail u to the grown and hold u firm and steady, the criticism and situations may come, but hold steady in the lord, your steadiness is from him.

Pastor Ben/ servers session

OUCH MY BIG TOE HURTS LIKE MAD. STUPID AUSSIE WEDGES!!!!!

In specs for the next 2 weeks it is then…. Path makes everything look good haha

Eyes were crazy hurting after yesterday. Don’t even know why Cus I dont even think my contacts are that old, and my eyes have been unusually sensitive since December. Have never had eye problems as often in e last month or so compared to my entire life!
Really didn’t think there was a need to see doc Cus I thought I would just rest my eyes and wait out the pain, but today even in specs, my eyes were really really hurting man… Crazy pain. So stubborn I still didn’t want to spend money on seeing doctor, until I really couldn’t take it and called mommy to ask her if she can bring me to see doctor later. As I was talking to her on the phone saying this, my colleague just passed me her company medi card and told me to go to see the company doc in her name, and she’ll absorb my charge!!

Praise god for providin hahahaha even when I am cheapo, he takes care of me. ☺☺

sneak peek. hohoho.

Like a tree so planted by the rivers of living waters, surely surely surely yielding fruit in its due season.

I was with a friend the other day and we were just casually talking, he said this ‘Wah bear so much fruits, can last a lifetime lor!!’ and it really struck me. That the fruits we bear this year, not only will they be much, but at the same time they will be everlasting, only ever increasing in glory, quality and quantity. These fruits we bear this year shall last our entire lives, continually feedin us even in every different season.

My beautiful friends !!